study week!! im getting weak!

hye,,how ur day? feel good? great,, if not,,just relax and keep smile in ur face k,,

hmmm..study week come again,,feel tyme r running too face hah! but, wat 2 do,,tyme is keep running rite..its ok,,many things happen in my life and maybe goes same to u.. UNEXPECTED! that d best words that can describe my feeling! i even donno what 2 do,,just follow d songs! lalala,,hehe,, am i hepi now? with what i got in my life? it give me hepiness that i want,, mybe yes and myb no!

back 2 our topic! my final is stat 25hb october! hahahaha,, so, i want get enough rest n sleep before i struggle in my paper,,as like last sem i want do d best 4 my final,,i want do my best in final! that my promise 2 my parent,,i try keep believe in my heart that my faith is in here! i need to focus and works more harder! ALLAH plz help n guide me,,

vacation

MY JOURNEY~

pix nie dalam kite dgn danial,,otw ke jaybee~

pas2 da sampai hotel~nie kt lobby hotel~~

hahaha~

danial n mak pn nk bgmbo gak~

bole aje,,

ha! nie kitorg da smpai otel~

here we come~take a photo~

morning world!!!

in here at level 15!!

hahaha!!

great view!!

after that jenjalan r kt otel nie!

pix kt tepi tingkt nie kt level 13!

2nd pix bhadapan dgn gim! (nk masuk tp xd ksut sukn lax)

ha,cun x pmandangan dy!

sblh tu my lovely parent!

swimming pool terbek!

hahaha~

finally danial bole mandy~

dr mula2 smpai xsaba nk swimming~

now! lihat la muka ku yg bhgia nie!

huhu,,

sementara tngu dak kecik nie mandy,,ak pe ag~

pose kt ats nie larr~

2nd pix uw kt sblh kolam~

(wlpn xpat mandy)

hmmmm,,

tyme 2 paly table tennis wif my abah

mula2 men b2,tp mak n adik pn nk men gak,,

xpe2 ramaikn jemaah~

best2,,

~bleeding~

i feel so hurt rite now,,

i dont noe y i cry so badly,,

am i too cruel??

im d one who always hurt people,,

n im deserve 2 face all diz pain alone???!!??

holiday~

title: trip to jb

member group: abah,,mak,,adik n me!!(0f coz)

tyme: 30-31hb july 2010,,

welcOme 2 jOhor bAHru~

that's d suit word 4 me ha,,

after almost one month i not back home,,

finally i did it!

BUT!!!!

im not at home now,,

(jeng2)

im at GRAND PARAGON HOTEL AT jb,,

hahaha,,

never plan i finish my weekend at jb,,

hmmm,,

i can here with my famili lorhh,,

my dad hav famili day here (but i not go there..heheee)

yesterday i not still at all,,until 6.30am finally i get some sleep

at 8.30 my mum ask me to get shower n go 4 breakfast at lobby hotel,,

wah2,,4 d very first tyme i go with,,,,,,,,MYSELF!

OMG! what should i do,,4 not wasting d opportunity i bravely go by myself,,

hehe,,till then,,i with full confident go to lobby 2 take a brekfast,,

haha guess what?? i spend one hour to finish up my bfst,,

i almost try all variety food there,,

nyum2,,i give 3star la,,

being at 15 level up here i good enough 4 me to see jb from here,,i even can see singapore and other place,,

so, i hav one more nite here and i wanna fill my day with full memory here,,

*p/s : i put some pix 4 memory (that room we stay 4 2 nite)

view from,,,

peaceful,,silent and calm,,

that what i feel now,,

when everyone sleep at d bed n im d one who sitting in d chain and start to wrote somethng,,

now im at d highest place in d town (i guess) while im keeping see surrounding with full of interst,,

i wanna peace that i miss damn much,,when i spend my tyme with myself,,talk to myself,,

did i ok?did i being hurt?did i hepi with my lyfe now,,

n im keeping asking myself,,who am i??

i noe i make a lot of mistake,,make them hurt,cry,sad n moody,,

im sorry 4 all those that,,

what im supppose to do?

im just keep silent n go without any xplanation,,

im i a bad person?

should i take care of them?loving them?hunt their love?

am i loser when i let them go from my lyfe,,

did i make it become more n more complicated??

i want make people hepi,,comfort with me,,share hepiness n sadness with me,,

but sometimes i cant simply do that,,

and im still here,,see environment from up here,,

im smile coz see the creation of ALLAH that full of perfection (im glad 2 be here)

ALLAH give me guideline and bless 2 me,,

new,,

im change..
hurmmm,,no la..im still myself,,haha..nothing change..new sem ha? new roommate..hurmmm..(too much hmmm rite)..i feel little shock when i get asgmnt too fast 4 diz sem..yea,,i noe now im in part 4..but it ok..everything is gud..(so far)..i realize that my life is surrounding by people who are become leader..but sadly im not apart from that.. mybe Allah didn't give me d opportunity 2 take that responsibility,, its okey.. i take that as chance 2 me 2 learn i from them,,i like 2 noe their job,,n i think myb i cant lead that as much as they give,,so,,nothing to be regret rite,,juz afraid try it again,,myb i should see n learn from them first,,

selalu begitu~

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